She gave her heart and lost herself.
They met like most do through friends, everything came together as the more they were around each other the more things seemed to be perfect.
One day he asked, will you marry me, she was so happy to hear those words and of course said yes. The next few years went by and for the most part, everything was fine but with every passing day, she started feeling something was missing so she implanted herself into her education and her work thinking this was the problem and it did help for a while.
Still, there was a void what it was she wasn’t sure, but it was there.
This is when she tried finding hobbies to fill the rest of her time and make the feeling subside. That’s when she realized the time, she was filling should be filled already. So, she tried filling that time with her husband and the candle seemed to be relit. Things were good again they went places together, personal time was great, and she felt whole again.
Time passed and it seemed that things were slowly going backward again, the void was back. So, she came up with idea’s even tried taking the reins of their love and led things in the direction they should be going. Then one day she was paying attention to how others were interacting, while they were out.
This is when it came to her that all she had been doing to fix things and make the void go away she shouldn’t have to be doing if things were as good as they should be. He was a good man that much was sure, but the void was there and growing, growing to the point that she couldn’t take it any longer and sat her husband down and tried yet again to talk about the things she was feeling, but there seemed to be no way to make him understand. It wasn’t him or the things he was doing, it wasn’t she felt he had cheated on her she knew better than that, but it was the things not being done. The things not being said, the overall feeling that really should be there.
That’s when she decided to take things into her own hands and tell him she must be going her own way. So many years have passed already, and it was better to do this now rather than wait and maybe it gets to the point that they hated each other. She never wants that, she did love him, but she also knew She and he should be happy and if they were going to find true happiness then this hard act had to take place.
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